It has been a long way and now is the time that I do need to move on, leave my past behind. For the past five months I have been in denial. I have continually leaved in the past. My mindset was full of what ifs and what could have beens but just now right at this very moment I just realized I need to move on. Junior Year was indeed my glory year. I will always remember and cherish it as the best year of my HS life, sadly it could not go on forever. It needed to end just like many good things. Everything will always have a special place in my heart, but all good things must come to an end. It took me a long time to see the truth, that it is over, It hurts like hell but the realization of how much it has held me back hits me like a bullet. I could not go on like this forev er. The realization of how much I held back dawns on me. I allowed my past to get the best of me, for the past five months I have been contented reminiscing on everything that has happened during ...
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