They say that Three times the Charm, for my case it was not and surprisingly I'm okay with that. This time around it came as no surprise for I stopped expecting things a long time ago. The pain was lessened yes, but it was not removed. I know in my heart of hearts that there always will be that empty spot that for so long yearned the reassurance that I am good enough. "There are no Failures, only delayed successes" this is what my English teacher told me and when I put it that way maybe he's right. It is all a matter of perspective, Yes it did hurt but the question is will I be able to stand back up. J.K Rowling once said " It is impossible to live without failing at something, unless you live so cautiously that you might as well not have lived at all - in which case, you fail by default." Failure is an essential part of life, everyone will at one point experience a failure so why mop around asking what could have been?, why not face tomorrow and ...
a little corner of the internet where I turn thoughts into words and moments into stories. Here, you’ll find personal essays, poetry, reflections, opinions, and the occasional rambling thought that refuses to stay in my head. It’s a collection of the things I notice, feel, question, believe, and learn along the way. Some words are written to be shared. Others are simply written to be understood. This is where I keep them both.