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A Bit of Change

Holla! so this post is really about nothing in particular but then again it concerns my blog as a whole. It just came to my attention that most of my blog posts here contain things about my everyday experiences and day to day life. I know not many will want to read about the rantings of a teenage girl so now I am planning on changing it up a bit, although my posts will still be about me, I will be trying to incorporate things that would be very much interesting just like my most viewed post here. Another thing that would be on here would be my college adventures since I am currently a College freshman and btw thank you to you my readers for bearing with my long rants.

Just Another Panic Attack

High School wasn't meant to last forever, its just that simple, but then again it is just really hard to let go. St. Mary's Academy - Pasay was my home for the last 4 years. It was where almost everyone knew me, it was where my comfort zone was and it did feel like my home away from home. I recently graduated high school and before I know it, the time is already here for me to enter college. High school seemed to be a drag, but now as I look back at the fond memories those four years now just seem to be a snap. I've been used to my panic attacks lately, that feeling of excitement, then it comes, that feeling of anxiety, of worry and panic. In just a few days' time I will be out of my comfort zone, I will be out in the open, I will be vulnerable for the first time in quite a long time. Being in the sheltered walls of SMAP all throughout high school, I find it really hard to comprehend the idea of me leaving, maybe what makes it harder for me is the fact that I...